Thursday, February 14, 2008
What? Since when was it Valentines Day? - 8:08 PM
LOL Well the last time I blogged it was New Years Eve.So it's been a total of 1 month and 14 days.
How appropriate is it that I decide to blog on Valentines Day?
Happy Valentines Day to all those couples out there!
And for the rest of us: be happy that we saved ourselves from just another excuse for Florists and Restaurants to make big bucs.
Nope, I didn't step out of the house today (oh wait, I did to see the doctor), instead I stayed at home and played Wii the whole day. I'm awesome at tennis! My body is aching like hell though hahah.
I think I'm actually going to try and make this blog less shallow and make it more insightful into my life at the moment. One of my major problems I think is my unwillingless to let go of anything and everything. I think I become too easily attached to the tangible and intangible. As cliche as it sounds, it does feel like a heavy weight on my shoulders. And to be even more cliche, I think I hang onto things because I haven't had the closure yet. I hate failing, which means I always strive to succeed, so unless I've reached the top I won't stop pursuing something unless I've been proven that I can't achieve it or I admit defeat myself. Perseverance or just plain stubborn? Is that my best attribute or my worst?
Perhaps I don't persevere and I always wait for something to happen without trying to make it happen...
... Maybe that's my biggest problem.